Beware of my MIND

Saturday, June 11, 2005

yey....

YEY!!!
i am now recuperating on my previous sickness... yey...
no more fever... just a little sniffle and remnants of a stuffy chest...
well all is fine...
my sickness got me thinking again though... (this is bad... hahaha!!!)
so anyway... thought that i must be over exerting myself due to work...
and it is just not worth it keeping two jobs...
so i have decided to give up one... though it will definitely cut down my extra income i feel it is for the better that i give up my job at A&W...

yeah... i feel it is not worth it to keep going on A&W... i mean... yeah it is convenient to work there cause it is near my place... like a ten minute biking distance... but heck! the pay is crap... no benefits and like i am doing tons of work... not worth it... i prefer my job at Art In Motion... i got the benefits.. a better pay and if i get a good break... not much work... hahaha...
well yeah.. i have decided.. and unless they can give me a better offer i guess they have to start looking for another kitchen dude...
so there.. that is it for now...
ciao...

Blurted out at 09:15 pm care of xristyan
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

am soooo sick...

This is bad... i am sooo sick...
i missed both my jobs and a driving lesson...
i got the sniffles.. the throbbing head.. and i am also having a hard time breathing... *cough cough GACK* ehem...

this started yesterday when i woke up at 4am.. i already have the premonition of a cold...
my nose is stuffed...
then at work it got worse.. my throat got sore... so my whole day yesterday was spent in agony of a boring work day and a sore throat, not to mention an oncoming cold...
so there.. the day ended finally and i got home and it just keeps getting worse... i think it is the weather.. it is spring time and it is wet... drizzle here and there... for the whole day...
then the night came and i have to sleep.. for some reason i am certain that whenever i sleep with a cold.. i end up worse the next day as in a lot worse... it goes to the full blown fever and cold... oh well
so there.. i am now officially sick.. and it is sooooo cold... oh well...
yung lang...

Blurted out at 11:36 am care of xristyan
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

SPEED BOATING!!!!!

WOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!! WAT A DAY!!!

A lot of things have been happening to me in the past few days...
i could safely say that is was not just a soso day... nothing was routine about the past few days... and it was all good...
sort of... hehehe well let us start of with the day before yesterday... nothing actually happened in the day but it was at night.. just after my unusually boring night at A&W that things got interesting.. i was online and then guess who showed up for the third straight night.. well i can't tell you that cause it is personal but anyway... this particualr person has rarely been online and i was getting anxious... hehehe so good thing the said person went online and my night was complete...
the following day, as i was rollerblading along the highway and as i was about to reach the cross street my cellphone rang... i was caught off guard by this and didn't see the curb... as it turned out i had a big wipeout... and that was in the middle of a cross street.. a hundred pair of eyes saw my fall... o well.. i can't do anything much about that so i got up and rolled on like nothing happened and took my call... as it turned out... there is this person that wanted me to come over their house... PRONTO!!! so i was like rushing to get home and almost wiped out for the second time... lucky for me i regained composure... so i was like getting ready to move out... my dad decided for me to drive to the person's place... i drive while he supervised.. so ok... i did that and almost t-boned a car while attempting to merge into the freeway... my dad was like hysterical... and i was like.. cut me some slack dude.. this is only the second time i have put my butt into our minivan... i was learning my driving on a small toyota corolla so imagine the adjustments i had to make in order for me to drive a Forsd Windstar MiniVan...
yeah it ain't that easy on just my second try...

but luckily we survived the trip... so i got out and rang the doorbell.. as i waited for someone to answer the door i glanced down and to my utter SHOCK i wore the wrong pair of shoes!!! I wore totally mismatched shoes!!!! in my hurry to get dressed and get in the car i didn't pay any attention to what shoe i was pulling out of the closet...

picture this... on my left foot was a BLACK Nike casual shoe... on my right was a BLUE Adidas runnning shoe... OH MY GOODNESS!!!! yeah i was like.. OH HELL NO!!!!!! the person that i visited had a bad day... and the sight of my totally mismatched shoes sure did bring some brightening up of one's day...
we decided to go to the mall.. but i was like... "HELLOOOOOOO I AM NOT GOING OUT OF THIS HOUSE WITH THOSE SHOES!!!!" so the laughter started again...
well we still ended up in the mall.. i borrowed a pair of slippers to get to the mall and once in the mall i went out to buy myself a pair of new slippers... that turned out pretty well... now i could use a summer footwear...

i was even able to buy me a pair of shirts... i got a deal... 2 for $20 bucks.. not a bad deal considering some shirts cost 30 a piece... so the day turned out relatively well
now for the events of today...
we are going to go SPEED BOATING WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!
i was so excited of this event that i woke up pretty early... 6:30am!!! that is the earliest time i could wake up on a saturday... EVER!!! so i was like what to wear... hahahah, yeah, i am conscious of what i wore that day... got a problem with that???!!! so i was like texting pipol... and i got a lot of negative replies.. i forgot that most pipol are still asleep at this time.. so i served as their unwanted alarm clock... o well... so i got ready and all set to go...
i went out to catch the bus... the bus came on schedule which means i am still good on time... but then i forgot that it was saturday... TRAFFIC!!!!! so i missed my bus transfer and had to wait for like several minutes for the next one to come...
we were suppose to meet at Metrotown Station at around 11:45am and it will take like 20 minutes to get from Braid station to Metrotown station... and it will take 15 minutes from my current position to Braid station... which means i should have been out of my place at around quarter before eleven... to make the trip on time... but as it turned out i missed the first transfer which set me back for like a good 20 minutes.. it should have been like only a fifteen minute wait but the friggin driver of our bus was nowhere to be found!!!! good thing the driver drives fast... and made up for lost time...
then the sky train... everything was supposed to be going smoothly when all of a sudden i hear this announcement from the overhead speakers... "will all passengers plis disembark on the next station... this train will be out of service upon reaching that station..." YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i was further delayed for like 5 minutes...
AT LONG LAST I FINALLY MADE IT at the station.. it was like 11:50... FIVE minutes late!!! this is bad... so i rushed to our meeting place and was like hoping they did not leave... i dont know most of the pipol i will be meeting and i dont want to have a bad impression... i got to the place and no one was there... UH OH!!!!! this is bad.... so i desperately looked for my cellphone and called the only person i knew in the group...
"i will be like 20 minutes late ok? ok..."
i gave out the biggest sigh of relief i had ever sighed...
well we met up eventually and finally were able to go on our little trip....
the drive going there wasn't boring at all... hehehe.. i'd say it was quite adventurous...
the coordinator said to follow him closely when going to the place... It was in a port somewhere in the West Vancouver area...
so our driver did just that.. we stuck close.. we ran through red lights.. held up intersections and received a handful of swearing from other drivers cause we tried sooooo hard to keep tails on the car ahead of us...
so we were suppose to jsut follow the coordinator cause he said he knew the way... but as it tunred out.. WE who wer following the coordinator got to the place first... we were like.. uhh ok... wer are they???? we found out that they got lost.. HAHAHAHAHA... yeah... ridiculous at it is.. they got lost and we reached the place first... so after a few more delays we finally at long last were able to line up for the speed boat ride.. WOOOOOOOOOOOHHH!!!!
so there were like 18 of us and 3 speed boats... so that will be 6 pipol per boat... so off we went.. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT WAS ALL GOOD!!!! i found it easier to drive a speed boat thana car... IT ROCKS!!!!! SPEEDBOATING ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all three boats went crazy in the water.. each of us had a turn in driving the boats... then 20 minutes till our time is up... we decided to race going back to the docks... one circle around this small islet off the coast... then a sprint all the way to the docks.. there should be at least 3 driver change... sooooooo GAME!!! VVVVVVRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!
after countless splashing ang wave riding... our team managed to pull off a win... YEAH!!!! i was driver for the sprint going straight to the docks... yeah.. they ate my bubbles!!!!!! wooooooHHHHH!!!!!
so when we got back on land we decided to grab some chow before heading home... after having my fill of Fish and Chips (i got the Halibut) we headed home... there was some traffic going home but other than that the ride went smoothly and i got home safely and ecstatic to tell you all about today...
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blurted out at 12:03 am care of xristyan
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Monday, May 23, 2005

nothings

hey uhhh yeah wassup..

it has been like forever since i came.. so just to keep the blog updated i wil just say some useless stuff to post here.. hwawhawha!!! ehem.. so wer do we start.. hmm about my life??? who cares about me anyway... but then agen this is MY BLOG so i can say watever i want and i don't give a DAMN!!!! BWAHAHAHAHA!!!... ehem ehem ehem.. so lets us start a little way back.. the familia was having a dinner.. nothing interesting there except for the last piece of chicken... my brother and i reached for it at the same time and had a little duel of forks... in the end he managed to chew down on the chicken while it was still on my fork... crap... o well so that little incident made my old folks think... so they declared for my brother to go on a diet!!!!!!! the parents have spoken... so now my bros rice is rationed... he has to have a salad and all that dieting stuff... but i had a little insert in it... he better pump some iron!!! yeah!!!! so my bro ended up joining the so called "teen training Club" some weight trainng thing... so yeah that was that... maybe next time i see him he might have a little beefed up body... hahaha.. at last another athletic dude in the family... hmmm so anyway. wat else.. aH!!! a few days ago... we received a little extra cash due to this child tax benefit... or something in that line.. basically the family receives cash because they got kids.. and we have two.. well it will be down to one in a year or so... so wat to do with a little extra money? I KNOW!!! buy some little extra stuff!!! so my bros got on our bikes and went to SportMart and managed to get a steal at rollerblades... Yeah!!! three pairs of roller blades- one for each thug, and three sets of knee, elbow and wrist pads- agen one for each thug... so there.. it was suppose to be like a 500 buck purchase but since all of the stuff is on a promo or something we got it like for only 270 bucks or so... YEAH!!! ROLLERBLADES!!!! so it was all nice and all but the thing is.. it has been like several years since i have put on a pair of inline skates... so i had to be cautious... dont want to be falling over.... hahaha.. my bro had an average of 1 fall every 15 minutes.. hahaha... hmmm so wat else... today as everyday.. i stayed up until 4am online.. but wat made this day a bit different is because i made a long distance phone call to cap the night err early morning... im sure some of you will know to whom i called.... hehehe... it was someones birthday... and i jsut HAD to call... hmmmm wat else.... uhhh awhile ago my bros and i went to the park.... two of us on inline skates and the other on bike.... there is this trail that leads there.. it is a paved trail.. so skating there is normal... but then there is this underpass goes under a bridge... that pass is a bit steep so rollerskaters have a slight chance of slipping and going into the river beside the trail.... that would be nice... hehehe... so i survived that little piece of trail.. couldn't say the same though for my brother.. halfway going down he slipped and was about to hit one of the bridge post.. but then he slipped again and instead fell down hard.. ouch... so he was all muddy and like that.. and he was saying he hates me... HATES ME!!!!??? wat the heck was that all about.. i didn't do a thing!!!! why the heck would he throw his anger at me!!! that was crap.. but o well it was quite a wipe out...hehehe.... so after that we went on a little spin around the park.. and ended up here agen at our beloved home and now i am doing this nonsense of an entry.... hahaha... well that is all i have to say for now... see ya later mortals...

Blurted out at 10:04 pm care of xristyan
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

just a thought...

this is nuts... talk about a little jolt in your system to get you thinkin eh... having the death of a pope in my lifetime is quite unexpected... speakin of which.. my psychotic co worker said that according to Nostradamus that with the coming of a new Pope so shall come the end of the world... yeah, like i said psychotic... but it still got me thinkin... there is a lot of garbage i nid to throw out in my life... lots of stuff to change... and change for the good...

another thing that got me all "thoughtfull" was this little incident at my other work... A&W... a few hours before the start of my shift there was this guy that came into the shop and wanted to use our washroom... so he did use it.. took a dump in it... but he never got out of the washroom though... one of our female supervisors found the guy sprawled on the floor... face to one side... eyes wide open... pants down to his ankles and his ass high up in the air...apparently he finished what he was doing and died two heartbeats after that... he died so fast he didn't have time to pull up his pants!!! so following the chaos that ensued...the paramedics guess he died naturally... yeah right!!!! wat is so natural about dying in the WASHROOM AFTER TAKING A DUMP!!!? o well can't do anything about that... by the way i arrived exactly when everything calmed down... so basically i missed all the action.. but i got pretty much the whole story... so anyway, again life hit me hard on the face... you can never know when your gonna go... if its your time it will be your time... so you better make the most of your life and live it for the greater good... to make it a better place for the rest of us after you have passed.... hehehe.. just a thought... you can ignore this...

Blurted out at 07:55 pm care of xristyan
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

wla lang...

hey wassup pipol.. hmmm di ko pa nagagamit yun sa akng blog ah.. yung line na yun... hahahaha!! o well.. so this will be my first sort of journal entry sa aking blog... well gotta try something new... im still not over dun sa pagkawala ng aking mga research materials sa aking 7 volume poem and nawalan na ako ng momentum plus im so busy. Robot na ata ako... routine na routine na ang buhay ko.. sabi nga ng mom ko nawawalan na ako ng social and love life.... pano ba naman wake up, work, nap/go to other work, eat, sleep and do the same all over agen for the rest of my weekdays... as for the weekends well more likely than not it wud be still workin on my other job or sleeping... as in sleep the whole day kasi i am lacking in sleep na... like i only have like 4 hrs of sleep every freakin day... o well.. tiis lang muna habang hindi pa ako nagkokolehiyo...
Today i am adamant on not workin for any employer... my uncle is here from the US and its been like 3 years since i saw him.... so im gonna spend some quality time with him... singit nga lang tong entry na to eh while he is on the phone...
a little tid bit... tinawagan ako ng A&W kanina and they wer askin if i cud work for only 2 hrs today.... i said... in ur freakin dreams!!!! as in... HAHAHA!!!! yep kahit boss ko yun sinasabihan ko ng ganun.... hahaha!!!! mas matanda naman ako sa kanya eh.... bibes kami nun kaya no problem...
hmmm.... ano pa bang pwedeng sabihin... ummmm..... FRISBEE ADIK AKO!!!! Bumili kami ng bro ko sa Canadian Tire ng frisbee... how much of an addict am i? well you want details to that.. ok here it is..
we checked out the frisbees on the store.. i knew exactly wat i want.... an ulitmate frisbee, 175 grams in weight grip grooves approximately an inch from the edge of the disc for max grip... a smooth finish, i think the thing is laminated para maganda ang lipad... il have to check the website pa on the details for that... im alredi practicing the FOUR styles of throwin... and the over 20 fancy ways of catching.... and im trying to get some pipol to play ultimate frisbee.... I KICK ASS!!!!! they got NOTHIN ON ME!!!! hahaha!!!!! i dont nid a dog to enjoy frisbee... my bros can replace the dog... hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!! PATAWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!!!!! PEACE CHAP!!! anyway.... frisbee is the only sport na nagaagree kaming magkakapatid or rather the only sport na medyo maalam yung dalawa....
ayan wala na akong masabi...
yun lang muna siguro.... hahaha not bad for my first journal like entry sa aking blog....
o well...
you can just ignore this...

Blurted out at 12:31 pm care of xristyan
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Saturday, March 05, 2005

astigin...

^{_{Better than Life}}

^{_{Better than the riches of this world

Better than the sound of my friends' voices

Better than the biggest dreams of my heart

And that's just the start...}}

^{_{Better than getting what I say I need

Better than living the life that I want to

Better than the love anyone could give Your love is}}

^{_{And You hold me now In Your arms and never let me go...

You O Lord, make the sun shine

and the moon light in the night sky

You give me breath and all Your love,

I give my heart to You because...}}

^{_{I can't stop falling in love with You

And I'll never stop falling in love with You}}

^{_{(repeat) :)}}

Blurted out at 12:26 am care of xristyan
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Friday, February 25, 2005

woooooohooooooooooooo!!!!!

why the heck am i so happy?
why am i so elated?
the feeling inside is bursting forth...
everything seems to be brighter, more cheerful...
a sort of glow is emanating from everything i see...
why?
why?
why?
is it because i recently passed my knowledge test for my learners?
is it because malapit na rin akong makatapak ng college?
is it because of "me' lady"?
is it because i am here in Canada?
is it because of some other thing that i can't say?
is it because of some other thing that i can't remember?
maybe
could be
i dont really know...
but i thank God for this feeling...
and im feeling it everyday...
yeah...
so nice...
i like it...
i should like it...
im happy!!!! :D

Blurted out at 06:33 pm care of xristyan
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Sunday, January 16, 2005

nothings...

... wla lang... job job job... they dont want me to go back to grade 12!!!! so i guess i have to go to adult education or take some courses in college that would equal a grade 12 math, english, science and all those crap.. o well....

Blurted out at 12:20 am care of xristyan
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Thursday, January 06, 2005

snow...

may snow na sa aming lugar... yun lang...

Blurted out at 09:05 pm care of xristyan
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